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| December 1998 / Volume One / Issue Three | |||||||||
| Alice Cone | |||||||||
| Your heart's cooling-- like an engine cut off five minute ago, emitting soot beneath the hood of your old Valiant without a shudder or a sputter; or it's like ashes sifting through a grate to a marble hearth the morning after someone's annual Christmas orgy; only as warm as a body that expired half and hour before now; the temperature of thermometer glass removed from the tongue just this instant. You're like a vase filled with tepid tap water and given asylum on a table angled away from the yellow glow that continues to seep between draperies. Your blood pumps without racing, and you are no longer afraid of the possibility of rodents scurrying behind walls or past your ankle. Scraps of fur may decorate your rugs, but you don't need to tell mouse from the acrylic fluff the kittens bat and bounce upon, brawling, because you can see the battle is just plain fun, a no-alarm fire. Lat year, in a fever and foaming at the mouth, you blinded and left him, came here and crouched in odd corners. Now you can sprawl across these floors, for this is the summer your children drape blankets over curtain rods, spread white sheets across the shoulders of chairs, make temporary tents that shelter enough: you dwell in private, slant front room shadows while the sun, scant memory, bellows and blazes out of sight, across a barely acknowledged flame-blue sky. |
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